So I hid down in my hole While I was getting to know All the fear haunting my soul Lost again And I put on my best disguise Then I dry my weary eyes Nod my head at all the lies Told by a friend But I won’t listen anymore Won’t let it hurt like it did before So damn tired of keeping score Where nobody wins So now I sit here with a loaded gun King and ruler in this land of none Don’t try to tell me I’m the only one That’s giving in True beauty is in the mind True love is always blind Too bad neither one I’ll find You’ve been stimulated numb The worst is yet to come Cause dude you’re pretty fuckin dumb But I will not behave And I won’t be made a slave Just go back and get it from the fuck I gave Behold the unholy one I’m burning like a thousand suns Laying waste to the land of none You’re done Truly You live so cruelly I know Here comes the the deathblow Whoa So I hid down in my hole While I was getting to know All the fear haunting my soul Lost again And I put on my best disguise Then I dry my weary eyes Nod my head at all the lies Told by a friend But I won’t listen anymore Won’t let it hurt like it did before So damn tired of keeping score Where nobody wins So now I sit here with this loaded gun I’m king and ruler in this land of none Don’t try to tell me that I’m the only one That’s giving in I have something to share Maybe some are unaware You mother fuckers are a waste of air You never learn a thing And will always feel the sting That a life of violent hatred brings But if you finally find your own voice And you make that noble choice You will lift yourself above the noise Maybe in time The glove will fit the crime I know it’s by a grand design Egos thriving No denying I doubt The truth will come out Nowmore

"I let them take my heart. And then I'll take it back I let them take the sun. So everything is black" Unreleased track from our 3rd album. more

Mine Is a soul that’s grieving Why You know I have my reasons Lies And their cold dark meanings I’ll sigh Just to know I’m breathing Find Some grace to believe in Disguised I suspect thier treason Good bye Think I should be leaving Striken down by this bitter loss You’ll live forever if only in my thoughts Suddenly I couldn’t help but see My whole life’s a lie That I believed So I hid away all I could find Of my shattered heart And my broken mind But I will battle on Don’t care what the cost All hope is gone But not all is lost As life moves on I’ll find a way to win And I will make this hell my home again Hell I’m home again Hell I’m home my friend This pain deep within me And I can’t breathe This pain just might end me And I can’t breathe more