This is a new song I'm working on. About being your own worst enemy.more

I wrote this song about my mom. She used to be an alcohol addict and had several relapses in the past years. This song is about the manipulation that comes with alcohol addiction. But no matter how good someone is at hiding their addiction, you can see it in their eyes. Lyrics: verse got an invitation to a drinking party I will down all these bottles cause that's what you taught me I'll follow your footsteps into sweet disaster but don't you worry cause I won't remember pre cause I am just like the person I loved don't you see it now no matter the damage I put on myself it's you who makes me drown chorus cause something about those eyes got me all in my head got me wondering if there's some kind of sign that I'm missing no need for you to hide you are on my mind, all the fucking time when I look in your eyes I see all of the ways that you lie outro lie, bitch you lie to me lie, bet you lie to me lie, bet you lie to me right now right nowmore

I wrote this song after I broke up with my boyfriend of almost 5 years after a case of IPSV. Just a little mistake that I can't erase I was forsaken, left unread Not an open book, boy I got you hooked At the taste of the tip of my mystery Keep me concealed And I promise I'll make up For all the times that you chained me down Have a good laugh at me and I promise you It's the last one that you'll experience Do you miss me now Swear I hear you crying in your sleep Bad decisions why But you never said it to my face Are you happy now Do the voices tell you otherwise One day I will die But you won't be the last I see Help me Don't leave your thoughts unsaid It's not up to me to guess Everything that you expect from me Even if I knew Let's be honest I would be submissive As long as it's right for me Be my victim, won't forgive you Figure out where we need to be It's not up to me to make it right Do you miss me now Swear I hear you crying in your sleep Bad decisions why But you never said it to my face Are you happy now Do the voices tell you otherwise One day I will die But you won't be the last I seemore