Why am I in here What have I done They say I killed my youngest son But they told me to do it Those voices inside How was I to know if I stabbed him he’d die Deranged Maniac Lunatic Sick ass Nut case Schizo Unhinged Psycho Crackpot Wacko Half baked Weirdo Raving Demented Delirious And frantic So many degrading ways to describe me Let me note them in my madman diary Impulsive psychosis Fuck your futile diagnosis Lost my mind Sanity I seek but never find Can’t you see Not guilty by reason of insanity Evaluate I’ll recite the reasons I love to hate Welcome to my mind Strap in tight It’s a wild ride Things go up Things go down But just listen quietly and you might hear this sound Whoaaaaahhhhh Addlebrained Deluded Cuckoo Unhappy Obsessed Mad Irrational Daffy Incompetent Compulsive Disturbed Wacky Daft Bizarre Looney tunes and Batty What term offends me the deepest Never met someone so fucking facetious Reality ends Of course I can see him his name is Fred Cold and lonely Can’t you make my padded cell a little more homey Psycho blight Mommy says my mind Is just not right Medication This one is fucking with my masturbation. Why am I in here What have I done They say I killed my youngest son But they told me to do it Those voices inside How was I to know if I stabbed him he’d diemore

You’re blocked fucker God damn my minds gone blank Go to hell For heaven’s sake Thinkin bout just given in All these narrow minded rules Painting us as fools I’m telling you I’m sayin when Not sure what I got I can assure it’s not a lot Still you fuckers keep on groveling Now all you tools on Facebook Really got my faith shook Faking what you can’t pretend So maybe just tell me again What’s it mean to be a friend What’s a little hate between friends I feel you stab me in the back again So much about you that I can’t defend And this is where my love for you ends So maybe you should tell me again What’s it mean to be a friend more

Whore If I have hope Will it be enough For me to hang on And finally fix us Maybe if I fade Or if I just give in Will I still be saved Or will I fall again But I know who I am And I’ll tell you what’s true Please spare me the games Oh yeah, and fuck you Fuck you Could it be that you really don’t know me And all you breathe is desire to control me Now I see you’re just deluded by psychopathy And fantasy has devoured your reality Don’t you know you should ashamed Oh yeah, and fuck you Fuck you Could it be that you really don’t know me And all you breathe is desire to control me Now I see you’re just deluded by apathy And fantasy has devoured your realitymore