This song holds a deeply personal and emotional significance for me. It's a heart-wrenching account of the horrific experiences of child abuse I witnessed, and the devastating reality that I was powerless to stop it. The pain and helplessness I felt were further compounded when I spoke out about the abuse, only to be met with threats against my own children. The song is a tribute to my brave nephew, who suffered unimaginable trauma at the hands of someone he trusted - his grandfather, whom he affectionately called "Grumpypants." As his safe haven, I've watched his smile and light fade, and it's a pain that I carry with me to this day. Now, at almost 6 years old, my nephew is beginning to find his voice, and it's heartbreaking to hear him express the pain and hurt he's endured. This song is a continuation of "Little Bear's Lullaby," and it's a testament to the resilience and courage of survivors of child abuse. Be prepared for a emotional and tearful listening experience. "We'll Break the Silence & Shatter the Lies" is now available on all music platforms. Listen and share this important message of hope and healing.more

This comes out next friday, i’d be honoured if you could pre-save it: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/nicolenixon/recipe-for-heartbreak/more

This album drops FEBRUARY 7th! This song is a heartfelt apology to my children, Skyler and Dixie Lee, for the pain and struggles they've endured due to my experiences with domestic abuse. It's a raw and honest account of my journey, from the moment I met their step father online to the difficult choices I made to protect them. Through this song, I hope to share my truth, heal old wounds, and reassure my children that my love for them has always been unwavering. I want them to know that I did the best I could with the resources I had, and that I'm committed to making amends and being the best parent I can be moving forward. This song is also a message of hope and resilience for anyone who's faced similar struggles. I want to remind them that they're not alone, that there's always a way forward and someone is always there to listen, and that love and forgiveness can conquer even the darkest of circumstances. Writing this song has been a therapeutic process for me, allowing me to confront my past and work towards healing. I hope that by sharing my story, I can help others find the courage to share theirs, and that together, we can create a community of support and understanding. To my children, I want you to know that I love you more than words can express. I'm proud of the strong, resilient teenagers you're becoming, and I'm committed to being there for you every step of the way. And to anyone who's listening, I hope you can find comfort in these words. Remember that you're not alone, and that there's always hope for a brighter tomorrow. As I reflect on my journey, I'm reminded of the countless moments of darkness and fear. But I'm also reminded of the moments of hope and resilience, the moments when I found the strength to keep going, even when all seemed lost. Through this song, I hope to capture the complexity of my emotions, the pain and the regret, but also the hope and the resilience. I hope to create a sense of connection with others who've walked similar paths, and to remind them that they're not alone. In sharing my story, I hope to break the silence that often surrounds domestic abuse. I hope to create a space for others to share their stories, and to remind them that their voices matter. As I look to the future, I'm filled with a sense of hope and possibility. I know that I still have a long way to go on my healing journey, but I'm committed to taking it one step at a time. Through this song, I hope to leave a legacy of hope and resilience for my children, and for anyone who's been touched by my story. I hope to remind them that no matter what life brings, they always have the power to choose how they respond, to choose how they heal, and to choose how they move forward. Thank you for listening to my story. Thank you for being a part of my journey. And thank you for reminding me that I'm not alone.more