Written during/after an abusive marriage, this song is about the feelings of inadequacy while trying to earn love from someone who was eventually uncovered to have been unfaithful. ~
lyrics:
We’re not on the same page
We missed again today
I hate the place we end up when we stray
Don’t look me that way
I feel a creeping rage
Recoil at your face
I hope it goes away
You don’t see me that well
I tried to run, but still
I wasn’t small enough to go unseen
Punching fists with the walls
It never helps at all
Hate in my heart
Oh God, why were we so mean
You’ll never come around
No
I don’t pick up, don’t make a sound
Oh no, I don’t
I feel lost, when will I be found
We seek our ways to run around
Will I find you
Come around sometime
You’ll never be mine
Not this time
You will never swing it
It was Good
At least it could’ve
I know it could have been so good
…
What’s a mask when you don’t have a face
~
credits:
from World of Pain, released August 9, 2024
Music by Alexander Tichenor, Mason Bellamy, and Ryan Bilikam
Lyrics, Production, and Additional Mixing by Mason Bellamy
Recording, Mixing, and Additional Vocals by Zach Hurst
Mastering by Jake Pastor
Recorded at Signal Flow Studios in Cleveland, OH more