Just givin out free lessons on ADHD over here
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Sometimes, I need the whole speedometer
Try to act normal, but I feel out of order
Doc says, “Boy, you need a big dose of Adderall”
But I don’t wanna — don’t want the chemicals, no not at all ah
“Well here you go then, just pop some Ritalin”
But why do I have to? It doesn’t help me fittin’ in
Can I just take some puffs from my old friend Mary Jane?
Drink some more coffee, kinda seems to help my brain?
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“Well, that’s not acceptable. You must take these medicals”
"Stimulants are safe now, not theoretical"
But doc, I’m alive in my own kind of flow
I just think too loud, too fast, too whoa
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They want me level, they want me still
But I think like a rocket while yall just sit still
I ain’t defective — just differently wired
Not sick, or crazy, not mentally mired?
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I need the whole speedometer
Not your slow-lane formula
My thoughts may run wild in a different direction
But Im usually right, if you stop for inspection
I dont like sedation, your mental castration
Im just spacial and think in different directions
My dopamine levels are needed some feedin
I cant live like this, with my neurons not speedin?
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I’m the best. even with procrastination
I can knock it all out with no trepidation
Spaghetti thoughts? I call it divine intervention
I put things together from another dimension
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They want me focused, they want me neat
But I remix rhythm with restless feet
Call it disorder, call it a flaw
I call it freedom with no set law
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I need the whole speedometer
Not your boxed-in monitor
No silence switch, I won’t comply
I fly best when I amplify
Keep your dose and clinical gaze
I thrive on sparks and sideways days
So let me race — don’t try to mend
I’m not a problem. Im really a friend
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My brain ain’t broken, it's just...fast
And life is better when I don’t come in last
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I need the whole speedometer
Throttle wide, no governor
Maybe I miss things, maybe I stall
But I see patterns you don’t see at all
Neurodivergent? Nah bro, neuro spicey
wait, what did you say, my memory is dicey.
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I got all the A.D.H.D, maybe you are kinda like me
It's ok, just no one gets us, always restless might lose focus
Just chill out a little about me going fast, you being slow is a pain in the ass
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