Wild and feral, unmedicated and living my life.more

Making music should be fun :)more

Just givin out free lessons on ADHD over here ............... Sometimes, I need the whole speedometer Try to act normal, but I feel out of order Doc says, “Boy, you need a big dose of Adderall” But I don’t wanna — don’t want the chemicals, no not at all ah “Well here you go then, just pop some Ritalin” But why do I have to? It doesn’t help me fittin’ in Can I just take some puffs from my old friend Mary Jane? Drink some more coffee, kinda seems to help my brain? . “Well, that’s not acceptable. You must take these medicals” "Stimulants are safe now, not theoretical" But doc, I’m alive in my own kind of flow I just think too loud, too fast, too whoa . They want me level, they want me still But I think like a rocket while yall just sit still I ain’t defective — just differently wired Not sick, or crazy, not mentally mired? . I need the whole speedometer Not your slow-lane formula My thoughts may run wild in a different direction But Im usually right, if you stop for inspection I dont like sedation, your mental castration Im just spacial and think in different directions My dopamine levels are needed some feedin I cant live like this, with my neurons not speedin? . I’m the best. even with procrastination I can knock it all out with no trepidation Spaghetti thoughts? I call it divine intervention I put things together from another dimension . They want me focused, they want me neat But I remix rhythm with restless feet Call it disorder, call it a flaw I call it freedom with no set law . I need the whole speedometer Not your boxed-in monitor No silence switch, I won’t comply I fly best when I amplify Keep your dose and clinical gaze I thrive on sparks and sideways days So let me race — don’t try to mend I’m not a problem. Im really a friend . My brain ain’t broken, it's just...fast And life is better when I don’t come in last . I need the whole speedometer Throttle wide, no governor Maybe I miss things, maybe I stall But I see patterns you don’t see at all Neurodivergent? Nah bro, neuro spicey wait, what did you say, my memory is dicey. . I got all the A.D.H.D, maybe you are kinda like me It's ok, just no one gets us, always restless might lose focus Just chill out a little about me going fast, you being slow is a pain in the ass Self medication brain Vacation (cation cation cation cation)more