You come in all half cocked Ranting on TikTok You gotta know that you'll be blocked again You get by on being flirty Maybe talking a little dirty But the objective is to hurt me And then You pine away the hours Lusting after power You're falling from your ivory tower My friend But I know you fight the sorrow Always filling up the hollow Praying maybe that tomorrow It ends Or maybe it's all pretend I can see you cause you're always faking Always heartbreaking Bending every rule to win So this is where you've fucking been And now you're bringing down my buzz I can't look at your face because I'm overwhelmed by disgust You pushed me past the pride in us And now you're bringing down my buzz I'm still living with the pain you caused With stupid is as stupid does You pushed me past the place that I loved We are running from the same lie Falling for a long time Look to me with dead eyes You're full of shit you never tried more

This song was made on a whim. I wanted to say if I could completely flip it into a "cute-sy" ass tune. I think I did okay, but I'm still gonna scratch out some parts and some parts I knead to smooth out.more

So these are two tracks put together because they were made to be played together. The first song is named well because of a lot of things since it's multilayered. The second will explain itself. 2nd song starts around 2:35 I think. The first song is purposely made somber because events surrounding my life at the time I was writing it. Anyway, i'ts like 90% done but check it out anyway.more