This is in the place of the fishbowl outside looking in of a moment in time where you went to far
Could it be energy drinks? Alcohol? Porn? Too much of something to where you know when you need to stop?
It comes from that headspace. A place where something becomes too much that needs to be addressed to make a change, an altering decision that says no more. Awareness and a realization to a point where it becomes a turning Point
Something has to happen to alter this more