first song i ever dropped back in may! like a lot of my songs, i wrote this 2 years ago and now i've finally brought it to life. it's the first of more to come, and i'll always be thankful for it. music & lyrics by kotoji mixed & mastered by kotoji (special thanks to theron lim and rainor for the extra guidance) Lyrics: It's been a lovely evening I've had the pleasure of being with you You make me feel something For what it's worth I want all of it, and all of you But there's this voice screaming in my head That I'm about to make the biggest mistake that I'll regret They're talking so loud, I should push it all aside Still, it kills me that I can see where they may be right I'm pulling the trigger I'm resting my head on you I don't know where we're going But I hope I can count on you I'm scared of the future And if those words will turn on me That maybe I've been wrong All this time That maybe we're not meant to be On mornings, when you greet me It gives me strength to know that you love me too How have we made something From coincidences We can't deny, it must be fate Sill there's this voice screaming in my head That I'm about to make the biggest mistake that I'll regret They're talking so loud, I should push it all aside Still, it kills me that I can see where they may be right I'm pulling the trigger I'm resting my head on you I don't know where we're going But I hope I can count on you I'm scared of the future And if those words will turn on me That maybe I've been wrong All this time That maybe we're not meant to bemore

just dropped my sophomore single yesterday! welcome to the prequel era - i wrote this song around may earlier this year, a bit after i dropped my debut single. i was going through a lot, processing a lot, and the best way for me to understand it all was through music. this is quite different from RIMH, a 180° shift really, but i wanted to establish where my headspace (and songwriting ability) is at right now as opposed to 2 years ago (like most of my material). i hope you guys... enjoy it! music & lyrics by kotoji mixed & mastered by kotoji (special thanks to theron lim for the extra guidance as always) photos, styling and artwork advisory by tira lee artwork by kotoji Lyrics: I have you muted everywhere I'm sorry, I don't understand it either I'm just another failed statistic I should just accept that I'm the invisible catalyst Your frequent sugar-filled slideshows and Corinthian displays of her got me screaming bloody murder The girl after me didn't even hurt like this Maybe it's because this time, she reminds me of me That you do everything with her Everything we couldn't do That you do everything with her Everything we never got the chance to You do everything with her Everything we never did You do everything with her Everything we were never given the chance to Why is it that she comes from the same origin as me Why is it that she is trying to be me Why is it that you will only talk to me about the little things And why is it that I give in so easily all the time It will always kill me, the way That you do everything with her Everything we couldn't do That you do everything with her Everything we never got the chance to You do everything with her Everything we never did You do everything with her Everything we were never given the chance to I did a double-take when I saw your face My unrecognisable mistake It's like I'm looking at a grave Time warp to when we were 22 For I'm your ghost, you're my muse Too far to love, too close for comfort You've buried me deep in your closet No one you know knows about us But everyone adores her So I guess it makes sense That you do everything with her Everything we couldn't do That you do everything with her Everything we never got the chance to You do everything with her Everything we never did You do everything with her Everything you never gave us the chance tomore