Track 14 of my third album Nemesis. Written, sung and produced by me. Derailed train of thought weary Quickly grew despair When I first laid eyes on you No time to cry, danger, beware Like a gun held to my head, to my head Reluctant, cheap thrills Through the eyes kill, killing me I set aside time to daydream Repressed a mood swing Hurt my own feelings I let you go, to rotten me, rotten me Rot with me, joys I’ll never known personally Others find each other Come together naturally I gather myself to wander With no one for me With no one for me Take these thoughts A broken home Terms and conditions Give me this alone You are not mine to want You are not mine to miss Give me this Insatiable No more, no less then all consuming My void grew made of lost wishes A flourishing abyss Stop hurting me please I can’t trust you I want to I want to love you But it feels like punishment A gun held to my head Hesitant, cheap thrills Through the eyes kill, killing me But it feels like punishment A gun held to my head Hesitant, cheap thrills Through the eyes kill, killing me Tears heavy my eyes sleep Easing into the pain I can’t stop breaking All things assault All things assault Compromise it’s my fault Set aside time to daydream Repressed a mood swing Hurt my own feelings I let you go, to rotten me, rotten me Rot with me Joys I’ll never known personally Remember to breathe Careful, too shy to scream Disturb anything So, I whisper, I hum to myself pointless Repressed a mood swing Everything’s too little Everything’s too much Reading your touch Reliving days that rotten me Insatiable No more, no less then all consuming My void grew made of lost wishes A flourishing abyss Stop hurting me please I can’t trust you I want to I want to love you But it feels like punishment A gun held to my head Hesitant, cheap thrills Through the eyes kill, killing me I want to know the joys of life without The shroud of the clouds To appreciate The sky coming down Coming downmore