I hold my breath
Watch these walls closing in
And I can’t help but curse your wretched name again
Looking back on times we shared
I wouldn’t trade those days
You were bat shit crazy
I was fucking deranged
But something in you changed
You turned your heart to stone
And I can’t face these fuckin demons on my own
On my own
And you’ll probably never know
The inner peace of just finally letting go
And even though you hide behind your disguise
I can see the hatred burning in your eyes
In your eyes
I know you believe the misery you have to hide
But it’s sure to turn to sickness bottled up inside
Don’t know how it happened but you lost control
Degraded everything you are to petty bitch-ass troll
So you exploited my fear
And triggered so much pain
Then you left me bleeding in the pouring rain
Now I will not give in until I’m dust and bone
And I’ve slayed every fucking demon on my own
On my own
And you’ll probably never know
The inner peace of just finally letting go
And even though you hide behind your disguise
I can see the hatred burning in your eyes
In your eyesmore