lyrics: I had a relapse last night Wish it was a memory to dice into pieces with a knife I just wanna cry Wanna be a covergirl so I could hide a lie Wish i was benign Which means to be gentle and kind I am not wise Yet i try to be with my decisions in life I had a relapse last night Wish it was a memory to dice into pieces with a knife I just wanna cry Wanna be a covergirl so I could hide a lie Wish i was benign Which means to be gentle and kind I am not wise Yet i try to be with decisions in my life Why do I try (10x) I had a relapse last night Wish it was a memory to dice into pieces with a knife I just wanna cry Wanna be a covergirl so I could hide a lie Wish i was benign Which means to be gentle and kind I am not wise Yet i try to be with my decisions in lifemore