its about my grandparents my grandma and grandpa actually worked in the field's when i was a little kid 🧒 but in my fam was no color distinction bc we was all in the fckn gutter of backwood #arkansas we actually had an #outhouse when i was 3 and 4 and fire wood furnace for heat and slept on a wooden floor i remember spiders crawling on me scorpions all of it thats how poor we were and this is how far i have come as a grown man without them even tho i know they see me ...my gandpas 45 was my grandma dying at that age thats why i called it this and the art is meant to be a representation of how strong a women she really was but how short her life was cut short so #iloveyougrandma# iloveyougrandpa i miss you guys so much this song to me still is just a glimpse of how bad yet happy we were its like a dream when i think about it so far and so many years ago yet its there yea sorry for so much truth but its real for me grandma when i was 8 grandpa when i was 14 or 15 and that was at least 96 or 7 im 38 im not sure exactly only a few pics but yea i know this is the #youthsgamenow bc of the shh they push.... but its in me so i will always do this till i cant no more #bless & be #blessedmore