Dying Terrified of what I’ve become Can’t face the things I’ve done I know you hate me But I just don’t care Mocking grin And a blank ass stare Push down the fear that rises in me Enemy of society Can’t help but wonder how it feels to be sane Demons running wild in my brain Maybe today my pain will end Maybe today the weight won’t crush me again Please tell me when Am I supposed to stop giving in Find the open arms of a friend I was there so long ago How the fuck does it not show Trying To have the inner strength to transcend And bring this final chapter to an end Why can’t I tell what’s fuckin real Is there a way that I can heal But if I mend How will I know who I am Will it feel the same as it did All that shit I’m supposed to say Plays inside my head all day Again But I do seek a wicked end I cannot be fake or pretend Think my head is gonna burst Oh my god it fuckin hurts Dying Sick to death Please tell me when Am I supposed to stop giving in Find the open arms of a friend I was there so long ago How the fuck does it not show Trying To have the inner strength to transcend And bring this final chapter to an end Why can’t I tell what’s fuckin real Is there a way that I can heal But if I mend How will I know who I am Will it feel the same as it did All that shit I’m supposed to say Plays inside my head all day Again But I do seek a wicked end I cannot be fake or pretend Think my head is gonna burst Oh my god it fuckin hurts Dying more