Fear consumed me Blinded my eyes again Father help me I’m knocking on the door again Tossed back and forth Like a ship on the waves My hands blistered and bruised From digging my own grave Do I strike the ground Three times or four And out of which window Should my arrows soar Open my eyes Let me out me see the light I won’t keep living in panic I’m manic I’m manic Open your heart Let me hear let me hear The sounds of heaven Relentless Perfection There’s a secret place That’s deep in the throne room Repentance accepted You tore the veil Now I approach the throne in boldness I’ll never get it The reason why we’re always so skeptic How could we accept it We’re fighting the current Digging for the strength to push back No reason to look back Tossed back and forth Like a ship on the waves My hands blistered and bruised From digging my own grave Father help me I’ve lost my footing Now I’m sinking again Lord you always have a way To get me through it I’ll always trust you You are the lamp unto my feet Relentless perfection There’s a secret place That’s deep in the throne room Repentance accepted You tore the veil Now I approach the throne in boldnessmore