I watched you from beneath Bit my tongue, clenched my teeth ⠀ You swallowed every word to keep the peace Gave up your space, called it relief You saw the signs but looked away Now tell me who taught you to stay? ⠀ But I made myself fit your frame And then you switched the blame ⠀ You played the part, you knew the game But somehow they still took the blame ⠀ Then I met someone half alive I knew the hurt, I knew the drive ⠀ You saw the cracks and stepped inside Thought you could heal what they would hide You called it love, you called it care But needed someone broken there ⠀ Still, I stayed and played the cure Like love was work, like love was pure ⠀ You weren't saving them from pain You just needed them to stay ⠀ The next one started cold and clean I showed you only what I mean ⠀ New face, new rules, same old fears You built your walls from all those years Kept every feeling under lock Then acted shocked when they walked ⠀ And when you left it hit me hard Turns out I became the sharpest part ⠀ You learned to cut before you bleed Became the thing you used to fear ⠀ Every silence echoed you Every doubt began to show it's true Then every truth just pointed you ⠀ Look again. ⠀ I play the victim and the savior Then I turn into the slayer ⠀ Switch roles! Same story! ⠀ Same script, different lover Same trap, different cover ⠀ New face, same category! ⠀ I kept calling it real I kept calling it true ⠀ Same damn game, different you! ⠀ Same circle breaking through Karpman Triangle Too ⠀ I play the victim and the savior Then I turn into the slayer ⠀ Three sides, one disguise! ⠀ Same script, different lover ⠀ Different face, same lies! ⠀ Same trap, different cover I kept calling it real I kept calling it true ⠀ Round again, you know the drill! ⠀ Same circle breaking through Karpman Triangle Too ⠀ I play the victim and the savior Then I turn into the slayer ⠀ Three roles, one mind! ⠀ Same script, different lover Same trap, different cover ⠀ Break the script, leave it behind! ⠀ I stop calling it real I stop calling it true ⠀ No more games, no more disguise! ⠀ No more circles spinning too ⠀ Game over. ⠀ Karpman Triangle Throughmore

I Crossed Before I Knew It Was You A dispatch from QuantuF, dedicated to Isadorah Ray. 💜 It only just hit me that you’re here in this timeline too. That I can reach out and see your reply a moment later. That realization bent spacetime. In the distant future, on the road through Resistance, I felt my pack suddenly grow lighter. I stopped and checked to see if I’d dropped something along the way. Everything was still there. I crossed before I knew it was you. QuantuF — end of transmissionmore

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