"Live my life in the shadow of doubt with the voice in my head that screams and shouts, turn my back on all these things that never really meant a goddamned thing and now I find theres nothing new to do to change it all and now I find theres nothing new thats left to save me at all Broken bottles in an empty sink theres nothing left for me to drink Swallow the poison swallow my pride, grit my teeth and close my eyes all thats left to believe is that my mind is killing me and all that's left to believe is that my mind is killing me one more drink and it's all over one more dream and it's all over"more