This song is about the Drug that once controlled my every move, thought and action. I refer to heroin as the "Spider in my brain", because whenever I got the itch to get high, I scratched it , over and over. Finally breaking free from the cycle is a gift I will always be grateful for. For anyone suffering from addiction....PLEASE GIVE YOURSELF A CHANCE AT SOBRIETY. If you don't like Being Sober and rebuilding from the Inside Out...the Pain and Misery that comes with addiction , will always be there waiting for us. There is a different way. Let's guide each other more