This is one of my favorite songs that I’ve ever created. I always knew I wanted to make a sultry, sexy rock song and with Starr, that’s exactly what took shape. The storyline surrounding Starr is based on the paranormal romance novel “Deacon’s Starr,” which belongs to the Orion’s Order series written by none other than my sister, M.C. Solaris. Without giving too much away, M.C. Solaris developed a female bounty-hunter character named “Starr” that was inspired by myself: a fiery and fiercely independent female who doesn’t rely on anyone or anything. The heartbreak and series of unfortunate romantic relationships she experienced in her life led her to become calloused and, in turn, somewhat of a badass female huntress who sought her revenge by taking down criminals and evil in the world. But what she didn’t intend to collide with was the male who silently crept into her heart with quiet yet strong reserve. A male who seemed to contain her fiery energy with his cool and collected strength. A male who could somehow get close without getting burned. I don’t want to give away too many juicy details about the intricacies of this song or frankly about myself and my life (because I’d be giving that away about the storyline of the book it belongs with), so I’ll leave you with this: what I’ve come to somewhat reluctantly accept in my life is that we can build walls that are sky-high and thick and thieves to protect our hearts… but it becomes a double-edged sword. Those walls may succeed at blocking out intruders and people who are undeserving of feeling the warmth from our hearts. But it also isolates us from experiencing the warmth from another. In a sense, we lock ourselves in our own prison cell where no one can get close enough to hurt us… but that also means, no one can get close enough to love us. And even now as I convey the above, strangely enough, I still find myself adding cement and refortifying the walls around me. Oh well. Maybe one day I’ll find a man who matches my energy and is determined, committed, and patient enough to stick around.more

a kid cudi inspired beeat i made a while ago ig : https://www.instagram.com/svyslf/more

This is one of the songs off of my debut album, I'm a one man band!more