I don’t know what I believe
I lost my faith in everyone
My hands went numb in funeral light
Holding prayers that wouldn’t come
You went still in the backseat
Counting cracks along the street
I watched your phone refuse to shine
Like it knew what you wouldn’t speak
And I swear I saw your smile
Like you knew the ending first
Some people leave this world
But stay behind and make it worse
Now I can’t sleep the same
Since your side went cold
Every dream comes back too close
Wearing all your old clothes
Should I stay awake
Or let the dark come in?
You said I’d make it through
But I don’t know where to begin
All your friends sound fake as hell
Practiced sad and wore it well
They dress their guilt in borrowed words
Then call my silence something worse
I saw the sky split open wide
Like it had nowhere left to hide
I watched the clouds move on without you
Like they had better things to do
I should’ve called before the end
I should’ve read the warning signs
Maybe your last crooked grin
Was goodbye between the lines
I keep replaying what you said
Like it changes where it ends
But every version cuts the same
You don’t come back again
Now I can’t sleep the same
Since your side went cold
Every dream turns gray
Wearing all your old clothes
ohhh
ohhh
Should I stay awake
Or fall apart instead?
You said I’d be all right
But you still live inside my head
ohhh
ohhh
You said I’d be all right
But I wake up reaching
for your side of the bed
Ohhh
Ooh, oh
Ooh, ohmore