This song is about dealing with not just my depression but dealing with addiction and fear and the pain I caused my family and just being alone praying for piece and not sure if I can break through the walls I put up in my brain. Just hate the man I became and working towards becoming someone better and different.more

From the video https://youtu.be/DINoj9P5r78?si=TsN0Mi9f4Bkh7ReTmore