[Verse 1] I don't wake up grateful every morning, Sometimes I curse the air I'm breathing. I count my debts like they're rosaries, And pray to gods I don't believe in. Tried the mirror mantras, tried the lies, Smile like hell, but my soul’s dry. Universe said, “Visualize.” I said, “Bitch, I’m traumatized.” [Pre-Chorus ] But I still want more— Not diamonds, just a damn open door. A body that doesn't burn from the inside, A bed that don’t echo goodbyes. [Chorus ] I want a better life, but I won’t pretend. Not chanting dreams with fake-ass friends. I want love that don’t leave scars, Money that’s mine, not just from stars. This ain't a prayer, it's a warning bell— I’m not in heaven, but I ain’t in hell. If fate won’t give, I’ll claw and steal— But whatever comes… It better be real. [Verse 2 ] Sick of wishing on 11:11 Like time owes me redemption. Every mirror’s cracked with fear, Still I breathe, still I’m here. I want health without hiding pain, Want joy that don’t feel insane. I want quiet in my fucking head, Not fake peace dressed in dread. [Bridge ] I don’t want miracles—I want momentum. Don’t need the light—I need direction. Take this wound, this rage, this fight, Forge me a future that fits my bite. [Chorus] I want a better life, but I won’t pretend. Not some sweet lie I manifest. Give me truth, give me blood and steel, If I gotta fight—then make it real. [Outro] I don’t need it now, I just need it true. Not a dream… Just something new.more

Just released today! Who's ready for a new summer song for 2026? Here's something I I've been working on since last December called "Motor Boatin'" Let me know what you think after you listen to this. Check out some of my other recently released tracks too.. I appreciate you!! more