Suey's December (9-8-8 Lifeline)
This slow, emotional rap ballad from Joseph of Diesel Bear Muzik tells the true story of his Aunt Susan — a fierce, complicated, deeply loved woman whose life was cut short by suicide in 2008. Through raw verses and spoken-word reflections, Joseph opens up about regret, distance, and the pain of losing someone you wish you’d held closer. The song moves through her wild spirit, her struggles, her love, and the night everything changed, capturing the heartbreak that still echoes through the family.
With a stripped-down beat and a storytelling flow, Joseph turns personal tragedy into a message of awareness and hope. The track closes with a powerful PSA, urging anyone standing where she once stood to reach out and choose life. This isn’t just a tribute — it’s Joseph’s way of honoring Susan’s memory while using his voice and platform at Diesel Bear Muzik to remind others they’re not alone.more