This song was recorded during a very dark period of my life. 2 of my friends are subtly mentioned, and they may never hear this song. It was painful to see them go down this path of addiction and escapism especially when I’ve known one of them since preschool. I wish you the best. This was recorded during a 6 day asymptomatic Covid studio binge where I didn’t go to school, I just woke up, meditated and made a song everyday. I made this song sober, and I'm 16 years old. The beat was made after I had a phone call with my best friend. The sound of the park in the intro was recorded 3 years ago with someone who used to be my best friend. I wish them the best. You’re the reason I started rapping.more

The first section of this song paints a vignette of a hectic lifestyle, stressing, watching your friends make bad decisions, doubting yourself and the unlikeliness of success, but the determination to reach it. Then main drum sample slows in time and pitch and drops into a menacing but emotional beat where themes of hard work, addiction and pain are thrown in rapid fire flows, its a whole vibe/beat switch while repurposing the drums.more