Went outside my usual box for this one. I have more music in the works! Lyrics: Im so fucking scared to lose what I got I'm so fucking scared I'll have nothing when I die I'm so fucking scared of what happens as I rot I'm so fucking scared I never gave it all I got I'm so fucking scared of life and living it up I'm so fucking scared that I'll lose what I love I'm so fucking scared of death and what's beyond I'm so fucking scared that this life is all I want I'm so fucking scared I'll take the right drug I'm so fucking scared how wide my eyes will open up I'm so fucking scared someone I love will get shot up Im so fucking scared it will be the wrong drug I'm so fucking scared that there's no god above I'm so fucking scared that the devil's all we got I'm so fucking scared there's no one there for us I'm so fucking scared going back to where I'm from Thought I couldn't have it thought it wasn't for me Found what I needed what I couldn't believe Found what I needed came up out of the trees Fuck life thought I reached the end of my dreams Ready to go down drowned by the sea Face always frown no one sadder than me Nobody could help it nobody could see Thought I was a goner then you smiled at me But this is life more