#lofi It’s an emotional song, if not the most emotional song I’ve made so far cause when I write my lyrics and song write, I write to vent out my emotions and so far other than that and talking are the only ways I know how to vent but I never been able to truly open up about my deepest darkest bottle emotions so I let them all out through my music. Second Thoughts is based on real life tragedies I went through, been through 11 different relationships and all ended with me heartbroken and I kept getting into new relationships thinking “oh yeah this one is different I’ll be able to finally find happiness and find someone to help me be happy” but now I know there’s other remedies and I got to wait cause the last 3 I was with hurt me the most that made me question my own life and honestly mentally affected me. I titled this song Second Thoughts because I’ve been having second thoughts about my own life before and after writing this song. Bro I had this song written for 2 years and barely now this year I’m opening up about it to my own family. And lastly... if you listen to the lyrics I mention a name of an old close friend of mine that me and him were the best of friends then after finding his name on the news saying.... anyways man that’s the main reason why I didn’t show people the lyrics cause even today I hate myself and blame myself for the lost of my friend cause I knew if I didn’t allow us to drift apart and I was more there for him. He would still be here...more