The 5 Disorders of TOM JUICE
Made with Suno AI
A Psy-Rap song about my five disorders.
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I just want to let you know, that even though it is made with Suno AI, I have spent more than 8 hours just tweaking and adjusting prompts, not to mention the other 8 hours it took me to write the lyrics first of all, to get to this specific sound with music and vocals, and a result I am proud to share with you. In other words, it still takes an effort to get to these great sounding end results, and for me personally, I don't share unless I feel that what I am sending out is "me".
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Thank you.
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Lyrics:
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I got five disorders in my head, they make me feel like I'm half-dead
ADD, OCD, anxiety
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ADD, OCD, anxiety and evasive personality
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They mess with my focus, my habits, my mood, my self-esteem
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I got five disorders in my head, they make me feel like I'm half-dead
ADD, OCD, anxiety, dysthymia and evasive personality
They mess with my focus, my habits, my mood, my self-esteem and my attitude
They make me feel like I don't belong, like I'm always doing something wrong
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People try to push me into boxes that I don't fit into
They label me, judge me, misunderstand me, they don't have a clue
They think they know me, but they don't see the real, me
They only see what they want to see, what they expect me to be
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I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood (ooh)
No, nobody gets me, nobody cares, no, nobody listens to what I have to say (ah)
I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood (ooh)
I wish I could find someone who would accept me for who, who I am today
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I wish people didn't have a name, until they found their own path in life
It would free them from the constraints, the expectations, the stereotypes and the strife
I think people should choose their own name, to express who they are
To reflect their inner self, their true self, their authentic self
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So I wish people didn't have a name, until they found their own path in life
But every time I say that, I face resistance, rejection, criticism and strife
People don't like it when I question, they want me to conform
They don't respect my view, my perspective, my freedom and my norm
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I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood
Nobody gets me, nobody cares, no, nobody listens to what I have to say
I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood
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I wish I could find someone who would accept me for who I am today
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
This is my rap, this is my story, this is my life, this is my glory
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
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I know I'm not the only one who feels this way, who has these issues
There are millions of people like me, who face the same challenges and misuse
But I don't know where to find them, how to connect with them, how to relate with them
I feel so alone, so isolated, so alienated and so different
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I try to cope, I try to heal, I try to improve, I try to deal
I take medication, therapy, meditation, education
But nothing seems to work, nothing seems to help, nothing seems to change, nothing seems to make a difference
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I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood
Nobody gets me, nobody cares, nobody listens to what I have to say
I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood
I wish I could find someone who would accept me for who I am today
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Yeah, yeah
This is my rap, this is my story, this is my life, this is my glory
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
This is my pain, this is my struggle, this is my fight, this is my hustle
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But I'm not giving up, I'm not giving in, I'm not giving out, I'm not giving away
I still have hope, I still have faith, I still have dreams, I still have dreams, I still have goals
I still have a purpose, I still have a vision, I still have a mission
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I'm not defined by my soul, by my disorders, by my voice
I'm defined by me, by myself, by I, by my own
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I'm overheard by my disorders, by my name, by my labels, by my boxes
I'm defined by my actions, by my words, by my, by my own
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I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood
Nobody gets me, nobody cares, nobody listens to what I have to say
I'm overheard, overlooked and constantly misunderstood
I wish I could find someone who would accept me for who I am today
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Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
This is my rap, this is my story, this is my life, this is my glory
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
This is my pain, this is my struggle, this is my fight, this is my hustle
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Lyrics & Prompts: TOM JUICE
Music & Vocals: Suno AImore