Zachblake

Windsor, CT, USA

Names zach blake born n raised windsor, CT. 2 sons named Gabriel, age 3,and Carter, age 10. They are EVERYTHING. Ive lost basically every friend, girl, or person ive gotten close too. 2 girls killed themselves anothe overdosed in her sleep next to me leaving me to wake to her lifeless body.surrounded by death and addiction the pain surfaces time and time again without warning or restraint slashing you like the crack from a razor tipped whip. You try and try just to fail and fail repeatedly and when finally abused and troubled enough to focus your vision and manifest your destiny. You slowly. Not let go of, but rather no longer let pain control you or your ways of thinking now or ever again. Harness all things pain and stress and channel this into your every moment and live for the lost ones and never forget your struggles and trials. I let my dead friends help me overcome my pain instead of dwell on my unfortunate losses and let BENJAMIN RAND always and forever live through me. RIP BEN