Thanks for listening. It would mean the world if you presaved the song :) https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/beyondthemidwest/nikkis-poisonmore

PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/beyondthemidwest/red-lines . I have been trying to fill a hole. Last night I tripped to try and let go. But I just experienced the same heart break again. I wouldn't call it a bad one, but when I was in the shower it looked like blood was in the water so I just sat down and hugged myself because I felt more alone than I ever have.more

I used to use nicotine as a coping mechanism, and right now Im using weed as one. It has helped me a lot with being more in the moment. before I smoke all I can think about is someone else. After I smoke I focus on myself and feel a lot happier.more