After a falling out with my daughter Jessica, and living in my car with my wife, I began to fall into a deep depression, and couldn't see any hope to recover. After several years of living in our car, my wife's health was deteriorating, and when she wouldn't see a doctor, she revealed it was cancer beyond treatable. I was spiralling into depression, my wife was dieing, I wanted to just end it all. That's when I started pouring all this into lyrics, and using ai to create these songs. After Bobbie passed in may 2025, I continued to write, and slowly began healing. Our daughter Rani and I grew even closer, having no outside support from anyone. I shared the music with Rani and it moved her deeply, and I realized I had to share this, in hopes that it would help someone else that needs it.