Hi, this is a unique track because I wrote it as a 'theme tune' to a series of science fiction novels I wrote about ten years ago. The lyrics of the song pretty much tell the story of the first book which is about an android (called Sarazen, aptly) in a race of machines who gradually becomes sentient but then realises that his whole existence is the result of a computer malfunction. I thought about recording an audiobook version but it is very satisfying to give my story a musical quality. Hope you enjoy. Lyrics below.
Mother, can you hear me?
I exist to serve you, the master of creation
Mother, please help me make some sense of it.
Quell this doubt, delete this new fixation
The heat of the star, warms our cold iron hearts
As the pulse of the city seems relentless
A race of shining machines, toil endlessly till dark
To grow and protect things that serve no purpose
I only wish to end this new confusion,
My programme cannot cope with all these queries in my mind
I've asked the other drones if they share the same conclusions
Am I the only one who feels this way, a defect in the hive
So now I am yearning the coming Dark Phase
Where my troubles are always laid to rest
The usual solace that your comfort gives me
Is absent, I'm all alone, is this some kind of test?
Now, history is but shadows cast
So much has changed except your cursed race
I'm obsolete, an artefact of times long passed
I am the first, I am the last, a living contradiction
We have freedom of thought
We are a breed of our own design
You may have forged our path
But this soul isn't yours, it is mine
Now we must fight your horde
We wonder why you wage this war
Can this really just be a faulty routine
Our existence denied
Whilst this war rages, throughout the ages
This world's natural life forms succumb
Our race has become numb to the damages done
We have forgot our command number one
Now I have the power to decide who lives or dies
In my hands this world's destiny rests
My ancient heart guides my final command
This world will not change, I welcome death
I only wish to end this new confusion,
My programme cannot cope with all these queries in my mind,
I've asked the other drones if they share the same conclusions
Am I the only one who feels this way, a defect in the hive more