✨ How I made this track weird af song I was rapping and recording with my headphones on, and accidentally picked up a monologue playing from the TV in the background. I kept bits of what was captured, then wrote and built the rest myself to turn it into a full song — some lines are sampled from the show, the rest is my own. Added a chorus to tie it all together, turning that happy accident into a complete track. 🎤 What it's about: It tells the story of a woman dealing with mental illness — drowning in loneliness even though she has loved ones around her. She feels like she's caught up in a spiritual war within herself, like something bigger than her is pulling her apart. It's about feeling like you don't belong or that you're a burden, even when people are trying their best for you. That quiet heaviness no one always sees.   more

“ALMOST HEALED” is a track that I released for my next albummore

The song follows someone grappling with deep heartbreak and the aftermath of an irreversible life transition. Having just signed papers that finalize an ending—most likely a divorce or a painful separation—they feel an overwhelming emotional weight. Throughout this turning point, the wind lashes against their car, whispering words only they seem to sense, before falling into an abrupt, eerie silence once the ink dries. Viewing the wind as a restless traveler and messenger across the world, the protagonist addresses it directly. There is a mix of longing and bitter reproach: why does the wind keep bringing back the memories and heartaches it once carried away? Why does it scatter one person's sorrow onto someone else instead of sweeping away their own pain for good? Ultimately, the wind becomes their sole confidant. Unable to share their secret love and wounded heart with anyone else, they plead for the breeze to listen gently, absorb their grief, and scatter that hidden sorrow far across the horizon where no one else can find it.more