Behaal is the first release from my upcoming EP "Love.Undone". It's an indie rock song. The word 'Behaal' means 'feeling miserable'. The protagonist is a boy in relationship with a girl, where the latter often has to be away for extended periods of time due to studies or work. But this one time, when she leaves, she doesn't return. Neither does she give any explanation. The guy is left feeling flustered. He reminisces the good times spent with her. He wants to write to her, pouring out his feelings of frustration. But then he slowly compromises, thinking there must be a reason why she left and did not come back. Maybe she feels helpless too.
So, in a sense, it's not really about heartbreak, but an uncertain situation where he doesn't know why it happened and what to do about it. more