Inspired by 80s Horror films; Desperately wanting someone despite the warning signs. FREAK - L!L! Did you know I write my songs in the dark? When I’m in distress and you left a mark Phantom hand tugging on the strings of my heart You wear a mask in front of everyone But I think I know the kind of man you are Too proud to lose sight of the sun I heard that you howl at the moon But I think that maybe it’s not you It’s the same darkness telling you to run If we’re torn apart Would you still hold my heart? You could tell me to run You could tell me to scream But that won’t take you away from me I think, I think I’m a freak Just like they said Oh, I can’t get you out of my head When I’m feeling down and rotting in bed Your smile fixes everything I think, I think I’m a freak Oh no, oh no I never meant to hurt you Oh no, oh no I never meant to hurt you Oh, no I know I never meant to hurt you Silver bullet piercing through Oh no, oh no I never meant to hurt you Oh no, oh no I never meant to hurt you Oh, no I know I never meant to hurt you How can I get through to you? You could tell me to run You could tell me to scream But that won’t take you away from me I think, I think I’m a freak Just like they said Oh, I can’t get you out of my head When I’m feeling down and rotting in bed Your smile fixes everything I think, I think I’m a freak Just like what they said It’s just like what they said more

Inspired by The Cure; The feeling of being ghosted when you get too close. Disappearing (Ghost) - L!L! If I told you I loved you Oh, what would you even say If I told you I hate you Oh, would it make you go away Cause you are stuck inside my head You're tormenting me again You never said just what you meant You disregard me once again Again, again, again You disregard me once again Again, again, again You disregard me once again You disappear just like a ghost I never know just where you go You lead me on and then you ghost You leave me here all alone You disappear into a haze I know you will never stay Leading me right to my end And disappearing once again Now my head feels like a storm When I get close, you transform And really, it might just be me Or maybe it's what I can't see Cause you are stuck inside my head You're tormenting me again You never said just what you meant You disregard me once again Again, again, again You disregard me once again Again, again, again You disregard me once again You disappear just like a ghost I never know just where you go You lead me on and then you ghost You leave me here all alone You disappear into a haze I know you will never stay Leading me right to my end And disappearing once againmore

This song I wrote and produced is about the bullying I went through in elementary school and high schoolmore