Still pushing through this life
I try to weigh it all equally
And when I close my eyes
I see the vividest memories
Dear little me, I tried to be the best version I could be
But sometimes I want to die
And yes I always wonder if i’ve made a mess out of you
Became the product of the petty little things you held on to
I often question if your dream of fitting in will come true
I’ve built so many walls you would have broken through
Still pushing through this life
But nothing comes to me easily
Still hard to see both sides
Theres good and bad then reality
Dear future me, surprise, you’re feeling everything out
You’re writing it out, you’re hiding around, doing your best to survive
And yet I wonder if I’m inadvertently killing you
Slowly becoming a regret your mind will always cling on to
I hope you’re forward thinking, doing what you love just for you
Don’t look back here you’ll fall, ignore me calling youmore