A confessional that stands at the edge of identity — haunting, cinematic, and emotionally raw. It explores the tension between belonging and autonomy, the ache of feeling like you are just existing not living whether it be because of illness, depression, something else or all of the above. more

Have had this sitting for months now waiting to go out but decided to let it be heard here first. It is about my wee country and our city. more

So I wrote this for my daughter as a kinda apology I guess. I was injured while serving in forces and she had to grow up with a Mum that was broken, constantly in a lot of pain, on a lot of meds, struggling with the depression and everything else that comes with serious injury and losing the life you had and were planning etc. I couldn’t do a lot with her like activities wise but I did the best I could when I could obviously and was never short in showing how much I loved her (although as I child that is irrelevant lol) .. However she did have to grow up a lot quicker than she should have and I never wanted that for her. Anyway its incredibly personal but she deserves praise for being an awesome daughter. We are incredibly close (which I love) but she struggles really bad with anxiety and depression and it breaks my heart especially because I know regardless of the years of school bullying etc at the root of it, it is probably my fault. We do get to do a little more out and about together now as I have an electric wheelchair which has been life changing. Anyway enough said, probably too much lol. (There is also a more celtic version of the song lol)more