This one's personal - I was defending a friend on a Tiktok Live Stream and I got called out and abused, they were supposed to be my mates but threatened to expose me on another Live Stream, so I made this in response. more

Can’t stop this There’s nothing left but pride to surrender Come on let’s take a ride in toxic splendor You say I’m crazy At least I know who I am It’s all a bit hazy Never had a plan I’m thinking that maybe I’ll just do what I can Don’t you ever praise me I’ll just fall again You’re always asking me why I never do what I’m told Tell me how Fortune always favors the bold When I needed help You left me out in the cold So your line of bullshit’s getting really old My maniacal pretender Can’t believe I still defend her If I lose my mind Please tell me How will I know Will there be Something about the pain I can’t let go Something about the shame Once it takes control Something about the pain I can’t let go It’s the pain I can’t let go There’s nothing left but pride to surrender Come on let’s take a ride in toxic splendor Twisting drama into trauma With an ego too frail Rolling through life On a fuckin rail Mind’s in the gutter And your body’s for sale I know your time is coming And you’re bound to fail Bleed out my love So you can fill me with hate Strike from above Trying to change your fate Always lying too much Denying pain you create I think I’ve seen enough Of all you desecrate My maniacal pretender Can’t believe I still defend her If I lose my mind Please tell me How will I know Will there be Something about the pain I can’t let go Something about the shame Once it takes control Something about the pain I can’t let go It’s the pain I can’t let gomore

When someone questions your loyalty.. bye, bye!more