Mine Is a soul that’s grieving Why You know I have my reasons Lies And their cold dark meanings I’ll sigh Just to know I’m breathing Find Some grace to believe in Disguised I suspect thier treason Good bye Think I should be leaving Striken down by this bitter loss You’ll live forever if only in my thoughts Suddenly I couldn’t help but see My whole life’s a lie That I believed So I hid away all I could find Of my shattered heart And my broken mind But I will battle on Don’t care what the cost All hope is gone But not all is lost As life moves on I’ll find a way to win And I will make this hell my home again Hell I’m home again Hell I’m home my friend This pain deep within me And I can’t breathe This pain just might end me And I can’t breathe more

I’m a cold mother fucker And I know I’m right Can you feel it comin in the air tonight I might look a little funny I’m sure feelin strange I’ll scream fuck it out loud But I’m not deranged All hopeful thoughts I left unsaid Can’t cut it out cause it’s in my head I can see your future And it’s lookin bleak Always talkin shit Cause you’re fuckin weak Yeah you’re fuckin weak But I won’t dwell on my violent crime Cause now is my time And I’ll be just fine Now is my time And I’m gonna shine Now is my time I’ll be just fine Now is my time My life’s sublime But I won’t give up on what’s mine Cause now is my time And I’m gonna shine Now is my time I’ll be just fine Now is my time I’m gonna shine Now is my time My life’s sublimemore

I know you’re empty I know you’re life feels hard to handle Every choice seems like a gamble Since you took a road less traveled There’s too much heartache And you’ve been devastated by Countless calculated lies And the pain you hold inside But now you’re older And you wasted your whole life No success could make it right Arms wide open to demise Hello my former self Were you expecting someone else Wearing out the same excuse Painting portraits of thier abuse So you sat alone and you bled Cut the demons out of your head And I listened to all you say But you’ve been lying all god damn day And I’ll stay Til you’re okay The tears fall like rain Peel back the stain I’m half a fuckin psychopath Who’s fully insane I was found forlorn Been forged by scorn Been crushing the system Since the day I was born You never sought what’s true Or had a clue Running back to your mommy While I scream fuck you You’re so wrong So wrong Hello my former self Were you expecting some mental health You were just trying to be alright And share with the world a little of your light And I can see you’ve been betrayed Cause I’ve watched your dreams fade away And as the tears stream down your face You can feel fates bitter embrace And there’s no trace Of your grace Tears fall like rain Peel back the stain I’m half a fuckin psychopath Who’s fully insane I was found forlorn Been forged by scorn Been crushing the system Since the day I was born You’ve never sought what’s true Or had a clue Running back to your mommy While I scream fuck youmore