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This is all about these damned screens French song - i have translated the lyrics below ----- Je suis bien plus, je sens, qu'un robot vivant Tellement plus grand Mais je me détruis, j'obscurcis ma vie J'ai perdu le dégoût quand j'ai perdu l'envie C'est comme un défi face aujourd'hui à l'épidémie Que reste t'il ici ? La dopamine Coule en sourdine C'est vrai j'ai choisi, seul, devant mes écrans De lâcher le volant Je pourrais imaginer un engin fabuleux qui sauverait des gens Un truc bien que je ferais pour rien qui marquerait son temps Je pourrais devenir un tribun, rebattre le jeu, donner aux enfants Un monde pour tous où chacun serait un peu plus grand Mais pour ça, faudrait avant Que je quitte l'hypnose rien qu'un instant Et gommer le flou Glissé entre nous Creuser loin dedans Pour découvrir le moi d'avant J'ai reçu un beau jour un cadeau mystérieux : un paquet de temps J'essaie depuis ce matin de savourer l'instant J'ai dans mon sac à dos un alliage précieux : la vie et le sens Et des idées pour demain. J'ai repris conscience Du présent Du présent, à présent ----- I am much more, I feel, than a living robot So much bigger But I'm destroying myself, darkening my life I lost the disgust when I lost the desire It's like a challenge, facing, today, the epidemic What's left here? The dopamine is running low It's true that I chose, alone, in front of my screens to let go of the wheel I could imagine a fabulous device that would save people Something good that I would do for nothing, that would mark its time I could become a tribune, change the game, give the children a world for all where everyone would be a little bit bigger But for that, I'd have to leave the hypnosis, just for a moment And erase the blur between us And dig deep inside to discover the self before I received a mysterious gift one day : A packet of time I've been trying to savour the moment since this morning I have in my backpack a precious alloy : life and meaning And ideas for tomorrow : I have regained awareness of the present Of the present now more

This is one of my favorite songs that I’ve ever created. I always knew I wanted to make a sultry, sexy rock song and with Starr, that’s exactly what took shape. The storyline surrounding Starr is based on the paranormal romance novel “Deacon’s Starr,” which belongs to the Orion’s Order series written by none other than my sister, M.C. Solaris. Without giving too much away, M.C. Solaris developed a female bounty-hunter character named “Starr” that was inspired by myself: a fiery and fiercely independent female who doesn’t rely on anyone or anything. The heartbreak and series of unfortunate romantic relationships she experienced in her life led her to become calloused and, in turn, somewhat of a badass female huntress who sought her revenge by taking down criminals and evil in the world. But what she didn’t intend to collide with was the male who silently crept into her heart with quiet yet strong reserve. A male who seemed to contain her fiery energy with his cool and collected strength. A male who could somehow get close without getting burned. I don’t want to give away too many juicy details about the intricacies of this song or frankly about myself and my life (because I’d be giving that away about the storyline of the book it belongs with), so I’ll leave you with this: what I’ve come to somewhat reluctantly accept in my life is that we can build walls that are sky-high and thick and thieves to protect our hearts… but it becomes a double-edged sword. Those walls may succeed at blocking out intruders and people who are undeserving of feeling the warmth from our hearts. But it also isolates us from experiencing the warmth from another. In a sense, we lock ourselves in our own prison cell where no one can get close enough to hurt us… but that also means, no one can get close enough to love us. And even now as I convey the above, strangely enough, I still find myself adding cement and refortifying the walls around me. Oh well. Maybe one day I’ll find a man who matches my energy and is determined, committed, and patient enough to stick around.more