You wait until I'm leaving just to feel I'm just a ghost around people who think they're real I wish that people could heal to touch, not turn to dust or ashes in a field Their echos march around my fears I'm conquering the steps of every moment I've encountered The second I get out the water, someone else is drowning The thoughts and the stress and every broken boundary And everyone's pretentious, the way they just walk around me I wish I was proud, I have walked around, like nothings on me I know how it sounds whenever I'm around I'm dark and lonely Lost in the shadows not meant for you, time is counting on a que It's like I was never around you I was just a ghost in the room When it's your train and everyone that's riding on, feels your pain And their forced to carry your shame When everyone's counting on your name, whenever it's your weight And on your day, I hope it's not too late To look at me in the face I wish I was proud, I have walked around, like nothings on me I know how it sounds whenever I'm around I'm dark and lonely Lost in the shadows not meant for you, time is counting on a que It's like I was never around you I was just a ghost in the roommore