Part of the album "One night in Russia" available everywhere. ENGLISH TEXT HERE I tried once… then once again. And how many times after that? I don’t even remember anymore. My heart has been broken so many times That now, it barely hurts at all. Do you really feel nothing? I do. I just choose to stay silent. And what if I stay? Don’t make promises if you’re going to leave. Who needs love, When the heart is weary from pain? Who needs love, When there’s no strength left to believe? Who needs love, When it leaves scars every single time? Who needs love, When a heart has been shattered so often? But if you are by my side, Perhaps I’ll take the risk once more. If you are by my side, I will slowly reach out my hand. I’ve learned not to wait, Not to open the door without a reason. And I don’t know how to be a savior, But I will stay by your side, quietly. You won’t vanish by morning? I won’t. And you won’t ask me to forget? I won’t. Then tell me once more: Who needs love, When fear speaks so much louder? Who needs love, When it’s still possible to believe? Then stay with me. I will. Just promise you won’t leave either. I’ll try. That’s enough for me. Ever since I met you, My heart is blooming once again, Like a rose in the springtime, Like a delicate petal. Stay by my side. Stay with me. Who needs love, When all that remains is silence? Who needs love, When we’re both so afraid of losing it all? Stay with me. Stay with me. Who needs love? We do—if you don’t let go. Who needs love? We do—if I don’t turn away. Stay with me. Stay with me. Now I hear: you are here. Now I believe: we exist.more

I have a new single out! "If I Ever Wanted Anything" is a post-punk power ballad with the same searing, queer femme energy that The Rapid Onset is known for. It's both gospel and grit, spiritual and spit, You said knock And it will be opened You said seek And I will find You said ask Ans it will be given You said love Heart, soul and mind So I knock, And I seek And I ask, And I love With all my heart, And all my soul And all my mind But I’m still standing here telling you Goodbye Goodbye I said I’d wait (You said you’d wait) ‘til you brought us through it (But you never did) I said I’d fight (You said you’d fight) ‘til war was over (But it never ends) I said I’d give ‘til I was empty But I guess you always knew That I’d be standing here one day Telling you goodbye Telling you Goodbye It’s got everything to do with love (love) It’s got everything to do with love (love) I can’t live what I don’t want I can’t give what I don’t have It’s everything to do With everything I am Standing here telling you It’s everything to do with love Goodbye You said knock And the door will open See k and I will find And if I ever wanted anything You said all I gotta do is You said ask It will be given You said love Heart, soul and mind So I knock, And I seek And I ask, And I love With all my heart, And all my soul And all my mind But I’m still standing here telling you Goodbye Goodbye I said I’d wait ‘til you brought us through it fight ‘til war was over Give ’til I was empty goodbye I said I’d give and now I’m empty Goodbyemore

Some memories don't disappear when you close your eyes. This dark, emotional techno journey explores the ghosts of the past, sleepless nights, and the feelings that refuse to fade. "Sweet Dreams" blends haunting melodies, powerful drops, and raw emotion into a cinematic experience of love, loss, and fear. If you've ever been haunted by a memory you couldn't escape, this track is for you. Close your eyes... but don't fall asleep. 🖤more