Lyrics: Chorus: Hey hey hey, I’m far away from that sacred place that you used to call home. I gave my truth to you. The sanctuary to set my soul anew. Did you know? I still talk in my sleep. Dreaming of all of the things that I could’ve achieved. Don’t want you to leave. Verse 1: Part of my dreams are you and my memories. So if you ever were to leave, I don’t mean to cheat, insomnia’s been talking to me. I’d rather lose sleep than have to relive the thoughts that remind me of you, bittersweet, now tend salt to my wounds. Verse 2: hidden value, revealed to be worthless. I threw love your way and you tossed it. How can I tell the difference between love and toxins? We should’ve stayed as friends, I wish we had never met. Promises of the future, just to become strangers again in the end. Reality is often stranger than fiction. The mind is alive but the body remains limp. Fragments lie awry around me, mirroring the utter devastation.more

3AM sessions Lyrics: I think too much, I try to keep the voices down. Memories are hot to the touch, but the heat of it consumes me as well. It’s getting loud, chaos is starting to swell, paranoia is beginning to dwell, this PTSD is real, there’s a reason why I keep a gun around and it isn’t for the thrills. I felt as though that I lost the will to drive through this journey called life so I might as well just let Jesus take the wheel. Bridge: Lost control, I’m spiraling. Ever since I crashed into my past, I’ve been counting my blessings. Verse 1: They tell me that I should be happy, that I’m still alive and breathing. Isn’t it kind of morbid to wish that I wasn’t. That night, fateful that i survived. Knocking on Death’s door, I guess it wasn’t my time, fine. Believe me, I tried. I even cried, but it didn’t pry, they called it a miracle. If miracles were real, I wouldn’t have lived this life. This lie that falls under the guise that’s wrapped up in a lie, disguised as a blessing in disguise. Verse 3: Look into my eyes and witness the pain trapped inside. No, no, this isn’t right. What is the point of consuming and succumbing to the darkness that surrounds the light? more

Lyrics: Hook: I can’t move on when I keep on thinking about you. It hurts too much, when I don’t think about you. It all feels wrong. Chorus 1: Why doesn’t fate give me any space to breathe? I turned to leave and slammed the door and threw away the key. It gave me a false sense of security but at least I can sleep. Why do I feel it creeping back up in my mind? I pushed it back so far. Futile, as the memories seep from past scars. I just want to die, so I could be by your side. I can finally meet you again in a new light. Verse 1: It hurts, the thoughts of moving on, it’s been eating at me for months. Heart on my sleeve as I face the world head on. I was dealt a losing hand, I never had a chance to grace that feeling again, no, they wouldn’t understand. Chorus 2: I take pills too, to keep me from thinking about you, it hurts too much. There’s nothing about you that I wouldn’t love. Why did you leave without even telling me goodbye? Verse 3: I’ve accepted the empty void in my soul. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m barely holding on, I’m not fine, I’m barely even close. I’m treading the line of dying alone. My demons have already taken control. I’m back to where I started before, the familiar feeling makes me feel at home. more