Inspired by (but not directly based on) real experiences of mine, a mix of funky Vulfpeck-like vibes and dreamy Moonchild-like vibes. For anyone who's made it weird.
Lyrics:
Like a friendly ghost
You were always supporting me
You'd call me a nerd and laugh
I loved your energy
A friend of many years
And a cute one too
How could I not fall for you?
When I heard the news
I got too excited
But you knew that, didn't you?
I wasn't good at hiding it
I told myself you'd say
The words I needed to hear
Suddenly I had made it weird
I'm sorry that I asked you out
I'm sorry I made it weird
Now we're sitting in class
Trying not to look each other in the eye
Trying not to notice how our friendship died
Trying not to notice
Trying to forget how I made it weird
Finally home, finally alone
I let my backpack hit the floor
I stared into space for hours
Near the mirror on my closet door
And as I stood there
The last six months finally set it
I wanted so badly to give in
Then in the halls I'd pass you by
And I'd smile as if to say,
Can't we go back to when we were okay?
And as in silence you left
I started to fear
I might have permanently made it weird
I'm sorry that I asked you out
I'm sorry I made it weird
Now we're sitting in class
Trying not to look each other in the eye
Trying not to notice how our friendship died
Trying not to notice
Trying to forget
How I made it weirdmore