Nestor Flores
NestorFlores
Pomona, CA, USA
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My name is Nestor Flores born and raised in El Monte California I am 30 years old and living my dream. Growing up I was always energetic loved the outdoors specifically wilderness where I got the nickname Sasquatch. All that fun ended when I started feeling like the black sheep of the family and my depression started. Life was just not for me back then so I looked for ways to end it, I’ve always believed in god just didn’t know if he answers prayers so I never prayed. Fast forward to 18 found what I thought the love of my life, dated for 10 years married for 3 separated for 4. I fell into depression all over again just this time I wrote about it. Stories turned to poetry to songs I picked up the guitar and played away. I grew up as a drummer but found that my love for songwriting and guitar was stronger than anything. I would love to reach the hurt, the weak and the depressed people in the world. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
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Nestor Flores
My name is Nestor Flores born and raised in El Monte California I am 30 years old and living my dream. Growing up I was always energetic loved the outdoors specifically wilderness where I got the nickname Sasquatch. All that fun ended when I started feeling like the black sheep of the family and my depression started. Life was just not for me back then so I looked for ways to end it, I’ve always believed in god just didn’t know if he answers prayers so I never prayed. Fast forward to 18 found what I thought the love of my life, dated for 10 years married for 3 separated for 4. I fell into depression all over again just this time I wrote about it. Stories turned to poetry to songs I picked up the guitar and played away. I grew up as a drummer but found that my love for songwriting and guitar was stronger than anything. I would love to reach the hurt, the weak and the depressed people in the world. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
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Living With Me
These cold nights are closing in on me
I can't sleep
and I'm losing everything
money is gone and no one fucks with me
I did try
but it's taking a toll on me
to make you hear me out
but all I get is
another broken heart
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of all the pain
I'm tired of feeling tired
I can't keep being this
I'm tired crying out
and I just want to laugh
and live
with you between my arms
These days have been taking way too long
We work but nothing really pays them off
I'm desperate for this life
It's in my blood, in my heart and in this path I walk
But it's too late for that
Cause I'm about to give
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Alone
I see nothing anymore
I feel abandoned
I feel so tired
I feel like I want to drown
In my tears
I take another pill
It calms me down to sleep
I crave all the bad things
I crave more pain
In me
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Voices
In the dark of my mind, I'm lost and I can't find
The light that once shined bright, now just a distant design
Heavy chains weigh me down, like a shipwreck in the sea
I'm drowning in my thoughts, unable to break free
Voices whisper in my ear, "You're not enough, you'll never be"
A never-ending storm, that's how my heart feels, you see
I put on a brave face, but inside I'm falling apart
Trying to find a start
But still, I hold on to hope, a glimmer in the night
A chance that things will change, and the darkness will take flight
And though it's hard to see, I know I'm not alone
In this struggle, this fight, I'll rise above, back to the throne
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