Terrified of what I’ve become Can’t face the things I’ve done I know you hate me But I just don’t care Mocking grin And a blank ass stare Push down the fear that rises in me Overwhelmed by anxiety Can’t help but wonder how it feels to be sane Demons running wild in my brain Maybe today my pain will end Maybe today the weight won’t crush me again Dying Please tell me when Am I supposed to stop giving in Find the open arms of a friend I was there so long ago How the fuck does it not show Trying To have the inner strength to transcend And bring this final chapter to an end Why can’t I tell what’s fuckin real Is there a way that I can heal But if I mend How will I know who I am Will it feel the same as it did All that shit I’m supposed to say Plays inside my head all day Again But I do seek a wicked end I cannot be fake or pretend Think my head is gonna burst Oh my god it fuckin hurts Dying Sick to death Please tell me when Am I supposed to stop giving in Find the open arms of a friend I was there a long time ago How the fuck does it not show Trying To have the inner strength to transcend And bring this final chapter to an end Why can’t I tell what’s fuckin real Is there a way that I can heal But if I mend How will I know who I am Will it feel the same as it did All that shit I’m supposed to say Plays inside my head all day Again But I do seek a wicked end I cannot be fake or pretend Think my head is gonna burst Oh my god it fuckin hurts Dyingmore

Just shut up If it’s none of your business Alone is what you leave it There’s too many people these days Living sheltered lives In an ego haze Point of view not right Suffering from short sight Spitting words like venom that they hide behind Shallow reckless hatred from another closed mind Ambassador of trauma Manifesting more drama Notify me of my opinion until I’m bored to death Just shut your fuckin mouth take another breath I couldn’t care what you think any less If it’s none of your business Alone is what you leave it And I know And I know I know that I’ve got no more fucks to give And I know there’s not a reason left to let you live I know that I can’t forgive the things you did And the stupid shit that you say Well I know that I never asked you for help And I know that you damage my mental health And I know that you should really go fuck yourself Just do it away from me Best get to steppin I think you’re done I got a twitchy trigger finger And my patience gone Inept morality no class Hypocritical dumb ass A stupid spoiled racist creating the perfect beast Your pathetic little tantrum not impressing me in the least Born to play the martyr Scream in my face a little harder Karen you always know just what to say Too bad your words are gonna hang you someday Time to lay in the bed you’ve made When it’s none of yours business Alone is what you leave it And I know And I know I know that I’ve got no more fucks to give And I know there’s not a reason left to let you live I know that I can’t forgive the things you did And the stupid shit that you say Well I know that I never asked you for help And I know that you damage my mental health And I know that you should really go fuck yourself Just do it away from me Best get to steppin I think you’re done I got a twitchy trigger finger And my patience gone Wait No way What did you fuckin say I sing This song Cause I know you’re fuckin wrong You see So you saw So you blah blah blah blah blah Don’t pout I doubt That anyone still cares Im outmore