This song is about the one who lost hope and trying to get back on it Lyrics: ( yeah first time it’s first time I’m loosing hope you know I’m tryna tryna get over it you know like everybody been in that situation before you know what I’m saying like this shit keep depressing me I don’t know what if sayin’ cuz I hope that I’m not loosing hope anymore cuz the first hope that I I lost I just can get over it but I’m trying to you know I’m trying to get over it just like you) I don’t wanna go back home with you I don’t wanna go back home with you Feeling at my lowest You You were here when I needed you But you turn back on me felling lost I’m feeling I lost my hope I don’t want get blow I just want to fly In my dreams I know god sent you here So I give a try but baby I don’t want die Alone that’s what I said I don’t do night outs Cuz I feel high everynights when you by my side I don’t wanna die alone I don’t wanna go I don’t wanna die I don’t wanna die alone I don’t wanna die soon I don’t wanna die Cuz I’m feeling like everybody feeling the same to me the same to me I don’t wanna die alone I don’t wanna die alone I’ve been killing shit I’ve been loosing hope I’ve been loosing hope still tryna be the first ever (Yeah you know that I’ve been in that shit I forgot about it but let leave behind us ok let it go Just like (sigh*) like fuck I can’t say about it I can’t say anything about it ) Been that shit I forgot about it Leave it behind but I still want to go go back To the first day that I met you there cuz those days Amazed me like making dazed wasted my time Thought about you like you can be mine needed a sign From god I found nothin but I know what he he said I’ve been dead in my head that lead me into The redness and darkness in my life don’t wanna die I don’t wanna die alone I don’t wanna die soon I don’t wanna die Cuz I’m feeling like everybody feeling the same to me the same to me I don’t wanna die alone I don’t wanna die alone I’ve been killing shit I’ve been loosing hope I’ve been loosing hope still tryna be the first evermore