in your eyes, i come alive" 🦇 ​late night, 2 am. a new one from iamnotariez aka RILV turn it up and let the tension speak. ​connect on Instagram: @RealRilv stream everywhere: [https://linktr.ee/Not_ariez] ​ ℗ 2026 Kostash Records - Mastered by mixea.commore

So I wrote this for my daughter as a kinda apology I guess. I was injured while serving in forces and she had to grow up with a Mum that was broken, constantly in a lot of pain, on a lot of meds, struggling with the depression and everything else that comes with serious injury and losing the life you had and were planning etc. I couldn’t do a lot with her like activities wise but I did the best I could when I could obviously and was never short in showing how much I loved her (although as I child that is irrelevant lol) .. However she did have to grow up a lot quicker than she should have and I never wanted that for her. Anyway its incredibly personal but she deserves praise for being an awesome daughter. We are incredibly close (which I love) but she struggles really bad with anxiety and depression and it breaks my heart especially because I know regardless of the years of school bullying etc at the root of it, it is probably my fault. We do get to do a little more out and about together now as I have an electric wheelchair which has been life changing. Anyway enough said, probably too much lol. (There is also a more celtic version of the song lol)more

this track offers a haunting introduction to a world where Dark Pop meets atmospheric R&B. It’s a late-night anthem that balances high-energy trap rhythms with a moody, cinematic soul. ​If you’re drawn to music that feels like a midnight drive—blending raw, vulnerable lyrics with sleek, polished production—this is your entry point. It captures that specific feeling of being trapped in a moment, making it a perfect addition to any "Alternative Vibes" or "Dark Melodic" discovery playlist.more