This song is a raw and introspective exploration of addiction and inner turmoil. The artist candidly describes their struggle with substance abuse, particularly marijuana, and the guilt associated with hiding it from loved ones. The lyrics paint a picture of someone caught in a cycle of using drugs to cope with life's challenges, while simultaneously battling intense feelings of remorse and a desire to change. The songwriter reflects on their own mortality, the impact of their choices on relationships, and the internal conflict between their public persona and private vulnerability. Throughout the piece, there's a palpable sense of being trapped in a downward spiral, with the artist longing for guidance and a way out, yet finding it difficult to break free from the grip of addiction and inner demons.more

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