Almost three years ago my grandpa passed away from pancreatic cancer. I watched the toughest person I know become even tougher just to spare us from knowing the pain he was in. This was the second time he'd gotten cancer after we'd already believed he had beaten the illness the first time. Unfortunately the second time it progressed much quicker than the first. He passed away a few months after it came back. You never know how big of a role someones plays in your life till they're gone and the same is true in this instance. Even though it's three years later I still think about him everyday. I think about what he would say to me for pursuing music like I am, I think about how many times he would've visited the house by now dropping off some peanuts or just wanting to talk. This song is all of those emotions playing out together to create the one question I have for him. How's it up there?more

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